Thursday, October 7, 2010

*...confession...*

In all honesty, I don't know what to do.........

Every day something new is revealed to me as far what I need to give up to make more room for God...and for the most part, the initial sacrifice of these things I need to let go is hard but get easier as everyday I pray for strength to continue, all except one.....

Every time she pops in my head, I pray.. most times for Him to comfort me and help me get my mind off of her, and other times for her herself, praying she's fine..
I don't know if I should embrace the fact that she means so much to me still that I struggle everyday with letting her go, or to feel remorse for knowing there are minutes in my life when she trumps God and invades my thoughts....Lord please help relieve this..I don't want to give up on her, but I can not allow worldly memories of her condemn me based on Your jealousy, please forgive me
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