the truth is I feel useless, ughhhh, these feelings come and go, sometimes its easy to just brush them aside, but then there are times when they pile up and smuther me..I don't understand, with a crazy chick that's all about me, but the one I want can't stand to talk to me, I guess its always happened this way, but at one time o had that girl of my dreams, till I messed with my chance and blew the whole thing away....all I did was said I cared and tried to help, tried to be there, but I guess when someone doesn't want help there's no way to force them, and now im sitting still hand covered face remembering the place I first met the girl with an angelbit face, some say there was nothing I could do, that she chose her own fate, I don't hear anything they say when im feeling this way, waking up from dreams every other morning covered in sweat and tears, shivering from head to toe with vivid homemade memories...

if anyone asks, I messed up and ill take the blame..id do anything I can, I kno I deserve the pain, love killed

and Love finds a way, through devastation I finally heard my name being called all the time by Jesus..now only for Him do I feel ashamed,,

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